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He was charming, charismatic, and all the things your mother would have warned you about had she still been around - you imagine she would have told you a man is only as good as the company he keeps. When this new person appeared in your life, seemingly out of nowhere, he lit up your life like a firework on the fourth of July. Your mother, after all, gave birth to you and it was only fair for you to take over her role in the household which meant dealing with his venomous tongue. His Devilish dealings and misdemeanours probably were the reason why when Michael came along you couldn’t jump into his arms fast enough.īeing as oblivious as you were, you gave excuses for the behaviour and never fought back because you were brainwashed into thinking his actions were warranted. The man who helped bring you into this world seemed wholesome on the surface but beneath it all he was a crook a man who used manipulation, treachery, sometimes even force, to get what he wanted. The name Michael had been mentioned in passing a long time ago when the two of them first met and went into business that’s all you’d been told no surprises if he turned out to be as corrupt as your father. His existence became like a sign at a crossroads – stagnant and unable to move and he couldn’t bear to be without you because she had already left.

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Looking at you pained him because you were the spitting image of her when they first met all those years ago head full of long, luscious, strawberry-blonde locks and piercing blue eyes which bore through a man’s soul and found their way into his heart without even trying. It changed you, too, but this is when he began to figuratively sink himself into and under your skin. The disappearing act of your youth changed him forever. He only loved you in the moments that he didn’t see her. Loving your child should be unconditional and yet for your father it was the exact opposite with strict conditions. You spent hours sitting by the front door before and after school waiting for her return – it was like this for almost a year.Ī naïve belief had planted itself inside your mind as a child that he did his best to love you which was somewhat true… except it wasn’t really. One day your mother had enough, took off to go and get a pack of cigarettes but she never returned. Tears rolled off your face and soaked your pillowcase while you held a hand over each of your ears in an effort to drown out the noise. It all started when you were nine or ten and recall falling asleep to the sound of your parents screaming at each other. When you look back on everything, you realise a part of you had always known that your father only cared about himself. I had to make YN look like Vivien for the sake of my story.) I took inspiration from a couple of movies and I hope you enjoy! If you want to read anything else I’ve written, you can find stuff in my masterlist. I wanted to try and make something really horrible since I needed a break from fluff so you’ve been warned. Notes: Just a warning that if you are triggered by issues such as family problems, emotional abuse, abusive men in general, etc, that you probably shouldn’t read this.

Synopsis: In your father’s eyes, you were his and his alone… until you weren’t until he’d sold you to the Son of Satan for his own survival. Warning: Probably quite a bit (abandonment and betrayal, emotional abuse, manipulation, daddy issues, degradation, anal stuff, use of body fluids, etc) Innocence Lost (Michael Langdon x Reader)